16.02.1984 … 8:30 a.m. …  Vulcan…Hunedoara…Romania…as da orice sa fi vazut in mod ‘constient’ momentul in care doua persoane devin un suflet …. parintii mei . Imi puteti judeca acest gand cum vreti …. poate fi  ciudat, neinteles, ‘telenovelist’ ….cum vreti voi sa il denumiti, doar ca acest gand il poate avea o persoana care a vazut si a simtit in mod ‘constient’ ruptura acestuia…si poate ca atatea decizii din viata mea , corecte sau nu…  , au fost influentate de experientele traite dupa aceasta ruptura. Cateodata simt invidie, gelosie … cand vad intr-un parc o fetita zambind in timp ce se joaca cu taticul ei, cand este seara Craciunului…., cand vad fericirea din ochii cuiva care isi vede tanarul student cu diploma in mana … si simt ura cand vad un copil care vrea sa plece de acasa doar pentru ca tatal i-a dat o palma, cand vad un tanar care isi loveste tatal, cand vad tanara care isi uraste tatal pentru ca nu i-a cumparat perechea de jeans dorita atat de mult sau cand vad tipul care isi vinde verigheta mamei pentru un gramutz de ‘Coke’….!

……..este doar un gand …… pozitiv sau negativ……este prezentul ……un gand judecat sau nu….este PREZENT!!!

p.s. ….about history vom vorbi ceva mai incolo …iar pana atunci va zic doar ‘Love, not WaR!’

by Myra


16.02.1984………8:30 a.m.

Vulcan…… Hunedoara … … Romania … I would give anything to be there when two people become one soul …. my parents. Can you judge this thought as you want …. may be strange, incomprehensible, ‘telenovelist’ …. how you want to name it,  this thought can have a person who saw the soul broken … and so many decisions of my life, fair or not … were influenced by my experiences after this split. Sometimes I feel envy, jealous … when I see a little girl in a park smiling while playing with her daddy, when is Christmas night ….,  happiness in da’ eyes of someone who seein’ their young student with degree in hand … and feel hatred when I see a child who wants to leave home only because his father gave him a slap…. when I see a young man who strikes his father, when I see young girl hatin’ her father because he didn’t buy the  pair of jeans so much desired or when I see the guy who sells his mother’s wedding ring for some  ‘Coke’….!

…….. Just a thought …… positive or negative ……is ‘the present’…..can be judged or not…but is PRESENT!!!!

p.s.  …. I will talk about history  later … and until then I wanna  say 2 all of YOU “Love, Not War! “

by Myra